I was - I really was. I slept all night last night (except we only went to bed at 1am!), the awful, gnawing emptiness in the stomach hardly happens, the waves of despair are fewer. And then my darling sister-in-law asks how I am. And I fall apart.
I feel that I have let everyone down - the friends and family who love R will lose him because of me. And me, with my high view of marriage and now in a marriage that has failed. So sad, so, so sad.
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